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Wrestling with Academia

When it comes to my academic life, I have, over the past year, entered the disgruntled zone. I’m sure one can come up with a handful of good explanations: the fact that I’ve not been formally enrolled for over a year now; the fact that my dissertation proposal is stalled; which fact is predicated on the fact that I have been pulling very long work days with a plurality of jobs for well over a year; which fact is itself predicated on the need for enough income to provide for my family; which cumulative facts leave me precious little time for my family, let alone for research and study. I suppose you could cite my disappointment in failing to receive funding (itself a left over problem from the previous university president who gutted the financial reserves of the department). There are a whole host of reasons, I suppose. Part of it has come about through teaching about a couple of dozen classes in the last few years, and needing to heed all the bureaucracy. Part of it has come with wrestling with justice issues related to how adjuncts are utilized in academia–a very existential question with which I’ve wrestled together with another parishioner (who has his earned PhD).

My friend, Gabe, has at least once, offered his own disgruntlement over the state of academia at his law school.

One faces all this, and asks: Is it really worth it? It’s an especially tough question as I am now experiencing the sort of disproportionate economics of working in the corporate non-profit world versus working as an academic. Or to say it bluntly: the pay is a hell of a lot better.

But all that said, most of the impetus for my wrestling has come about through my reflections on philosophia, from last summer. It is clearer to me now than ever before that the sort of philosophy I have always sought to do, the sort of philosophical discipline practiced by the men I study—Socrates, Plato, Aristotle, the Stoics, Epicurus—is not the philosophy practiced today. A case in point: I just received the program for the American Philosophical Association’s Eastern Division meeting at the end of the year. One of the topics, among the many, that will be discussed is the integration of philosophy into the K-12 curriculum. Note that: the integration of philosophy into a school curriculum.

This is philosophy as an intellectual subject. Not classical philosophy. Nor, in my opinion, true philosophy.

One of my patrons, Blessed Hieromonk Seraphim, wrestled with similar concerns. He famously had his decisive moment regarding his academic career, which he expressed in a letter to his parents.

It’s time that I chose the academic life in the first place, because God gave me a mind to serve Him with, and the academic world is where the mind is supposed to be used. But after eight or nine years I know well enough what goes on in universities. The mind is respected by only a few of the “old-fashioned” professors, who will soon have died out. For the rest, it’s a matter of making money, getting a secure place in life—and using the mind as a kind of toy, doing clever tricks with it and getting paid for it, like a circus clown. The love of truth has vanished from people today; those who have minds have to prostitute their talents to get along. I find this difficult to do, because I have too great a love of truth. . . . If I am going to serve God in this world, and so keep from making my life a total failure, I will have to do it outside the academic world. . . .

And what would happen if, in one of my classes at the university, I would one day tell my students that all the learning of this world is of no importance beside the duty of worshiping God, accepting the God-man who died for our sins, and preparing for the life of the world to come? They would probably laugh at me, and the university officials, if they found out, would fire me—for it is against the law to preach the Truth in our universities. We say that we live in a Christian society, but we do not; we live in a society that is more pagan, more Christ-hating, than the society into which Christ was born. [Letter to his parents dated 14 June 1961] in Seraphim Rose: The True Story and Private Letters 165, 166]

He wrote later, in a draft of a chapter of a book he was working on (which was later published separately):

The academic world—and these words are neither lightly nor easily spoken—has become today, in large part, a source of corruption. It is corrupting to hear or read the words of men who do not believe in truth. It is yet more corrupting to receive, in place of truth, more learning and scholarship which, if they are presented as ends in themselves, are no more than parodies of the truth they were meant to serve, no more than a facade behind which there is no substance. It is, tragically, corrupting even to be exposed to the primary virtue still left to the academic world, the integrity of the best of its representatives—if this integrity serves, not the truth, but skeptical scholarship, and so seduces men all the more effectively to the gospel of subjectivism and unbelief this scholarship conceals. It is corrupting, finally, simply to live and work in an atmosphere totally permeated by a false conception of truth, wherein Christian Truth is seen as irrelevant to the central academic concerns, wherein even those who still believe this Truth can only sporadically make their voices heard above the skepticism promoted by the academic system. The evil, of course, lies primarily in the system itself, which is founded upon untruth, and only incidentally in the many professor whom this system permits and encourages to preach it. [Nihilism, 32-33]

I can guess two possible reactions to all this. There are those, themselves in or aspiring to be in academia who look at this and think, “Ah, the petulant whining of a man who is not cut out for academia.” And that may very well be the case. I certainly have thus far been able to do the formal work. And I think I can do the dissertation level research and writing as well (though admittedly this assertion is to date unproven). But the follow-up question is: Should one want to cut it in academia? Not much has changed since Blessed Seraphim wrote his words, more than thirty years ago. I suspect it would not be inaccurate to say that the situation is likely worse today than it was then at the end of the Fifties and beginning of the Sixties. Would one want to “cut it” in such an atmosphere, at the cost of what it may well do to one’s soul (a “construct” not even accepted by most academics)?

And then there are those who argue that it is precisely because academia is what it is that faithful souls need to enter academia, “so as to save some.” No one fancies, and certainly I don’t, that a single professor can turn the godless tide of the university. But the influence of one professor in the life of one student can have not only eternal impact in one life, but in the lives of all whom that person will love and care for. I have had glimpses of just this sort of thing, even as recent as last semester’s class on philosophical anthropology. But these are rare and infrequent. And even worse is the whole sort of “diploma mill” mentality of the overwhelming majority of students who have been trained by the university system itself into thinking of classes in pragmatic and economic terms. They have paid their tuition, they deserve their A, so that they can get their diploma, so that they can make a higher salary upon graduation. Rare is the student who asks me for more reading on a philosopher or a philosophical topic.

And I have never, not once, ever had a student ask me what it might mean to live the life of philosophia.

In fact, the present life of a philosophy professor is, in many ways, fundamentally prohibitive of a life of philosophy. To live like a philosopher is something that one would have to do in one’s spare time, as one’s occupation as an academic would require endless loads of administrivia, the galling ball and chain of mindless pluralism for pluralism’s sake, and the hubristic pursuit of notoriety instead of sagacity.

Believe me, this reflection should not be taken as an indication I’m going to jump ship on academia. I am certainly not abandoning my degree program. Come hell or high water I will see this dissertation through, however long it takes. But although I am currently enjoying my present run in my new job as a contact center manager for a non-profit organization, I also have never seen anyone retire at 65 from being a contact center manager. This is not my vocation, it is an accidental occupation.

Still, I’m wondering if it would be best for my own soul, my wife and my daughters if, degree notwithstanding, I seek the philosopher’s life as Socrates did, among the hoi polloi, and outside the ivory tower.

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[H/T: Duh Elves]

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Orthodox Family Life

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The other half of the coin:

What would the Orthodox have to do to have unity

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There is an American Orthodoxy

Father Aris Metrakos has written a frank piece entitled There is an American Orthodoxy. Here’s a resume of the article. Please go read it all.

A myth needs to be debunked. It goes like this: Orthodox unity is years away because there is no such thing as “American Orthodoxy”. Call it an ecclesiastical instead of urban legend if you want. It’s been in circulation for at least two decades among the Orthodox Christians of the United States and it keeps us frozen in a state of tribalism and territorialism that prevents us from planting Orthodoxy more firmly in America.

This myth is advanced by people who focus on what the Church in the United States is not. Ok, so we don’t have a 1500 year-old monastic tradition. It’s also true that most of our people have never been to a vigil. And yes, the typical American churchgoer doesn’t know Seraphim Rose from Pete Rose.

But to say that these “shortcomings” imply that there is no American Orthodox identity is like saying there is no such thing as American soccer because our fans don’t pummel one another and our announcers don’t scream “G-O-O-O-A-A-L!”

Positive Characteristics of American Orthodoxy

Two decades of involvement with the Church in the United States have convinced me that Orthodox unity is closer than we think. There is such a thing as American Orthodoxy. Here are some characteristics:

Father Aris goes on to list those characteristics:

  • A Eucharistic Church
  • A Parish Based Church
  • A Sunday Morning Church
  • An English Speaking Church
  • No State Identity
  • A Political Big Tent
  • Formality, Not Imperialism (i.e., serious about liturgy, but not pretentious)
  • Simple, Participatory Worship
  • Pious, Not Pietistic
  • Power to the Programs
  • The Role of the Laity

But it’s not all fluffy bunnies and playful kittens:

Negative Characteristics of American Orthodoxy

It’s not all peaches and cream for America’s lovers of smells and bells. If it were we wouldn’t still be talking about unity, we’d be doing something about it. Following are some points that paint a picture of the dark side of Orthodoxy in the United States.

Here is that list of negatives.

  • A Profound Inferiority Complex
  • Arrogantly Ignorant
  • Pathological Parochialism

Again: Go read it all.

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[The real movie voice over guys are here (video kind of wonky).]

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Fr. Thomas Hopko’s paper, Roman Presidency and Christian Unity in our Time (also available here; link opens in MSWord), presented last year at a Woodstock Forum, is occasioning some present-day commentary.

Orthodox priest, Fr. Stephen Freeman, contributes his reflections over at Pontifications (94 responses as of 5:50 this a.m. and counting)

The Scrivener, Douglas, offers his thoughts in his post In Praise of Weakness and Inefficiency

And Huw recycles his post then more contemporaneous with Fr. Hopko’s paper.

Gabe is none too willing to give 5 Seconds For Another Silly Dispute

Read, mark, learn and inwardly digest.

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The Fatherhood Chronicles CV

An Evening at the Beach

[Photos: Sarah Harris (sarahmcv [at] gmail dot com); Song: John Mayer, Daughters.]

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